Bob Smithy’s Inn stands on a crossroads and after an exacting climb there is a very short, sharp decent across the road to an equally short climb of a few yards to the pub carpark. In 2013 Naomi had what she called her, “near-death” experience. This involved her foot getting stuck in a faulty peddle cleat which meant she couldn’t stop at the give way sign at the crossroad without falling off her bike and subsequently shot straight across the road. Fortunately, there was nothing coming and so the threat of death receded into folklore.
On this this trip, once I had eaten as much as I possibly could, I got chatting to another group of local cyclists who asked me where our group was heading. When I told them, I was treated to a considerable number of anecdotes about their cycling prowess and I got the distinct impression that I was, if you will excuse the crudity, being invited to engage in a prick fencing competition the aim of which was to prove that they, as northerners, were far harder (excuse the extension of the phallic pun) than their southern counterparts.
All fuelled up, we set off again to the top of the climb where we had by now completed round about thirty miles. For some reason best known to himself, it was a complete mystery to me, Henry hung back and took a vast number of photos of a group of cows grazing in a field opposite the pub! It has to be said though that the countryside beyond the lunch stop was very beautiful indeed. The strange thing about today’s ride was that it had passed through some very unattractive towns and urban sprawl which then suddenly gave way to some glorious rural vistas.
We finally reached the top of the climb and then hit an eight-mile descent into the last major conurbation, Blackburn. Parts of this descent were very steep indeed and the road surface was not good. At one-point Ollie went hammering past me his cycling jacket flapping in the wind. Just before he got out of sight something flew out of his jacket pocket. He screeched to a halt to retrieve it as I shot past him (well that was a first on a descent!). I noticed that the object that had hit the deck at some considerable velocity was his mobile phone. The obscenities got louder as I approached him and then faded slowly away as I disappeared down the descent.
At the end of the descent we meandered through the streets of Blackburn and over the spectacular Wainwright Bridge, named after Alfred Wainwright, the author of a seven volume “Pictorial Guide to the Lakeland Fells” and the town’s most famous son. We cycled for half a mile down Barbara Castle Way, named after the town’s most famous daughter. Once out of Blackburn we encountered some more undulating riding which took us on a main road to the village of Langho and then on to Whalley where we got off the main drag and back onto more picturesque country lanes, where the possibility of musing once again presented itself.
I cast my mind back to the last days of being a Priest-in-Charge and the early days of subsequently being a Vicar. I think that the first stirrings of the embers beneath the grey coals of my psyche came when a copy of the “Woodstock” film fell into my hands. I watched it first on TV and then bought a copy and became somewhat obsessed with its content. The film is of course set at the height of the “make love not war” hippy era, an era which was no doubt naive in the extreme but none the less attractive in its desire to combat the destructive nature of the war in Vietnam which raged in parallel with it. The film somehow put me in touch with a sense of having somehow missed out due to my rather puritan attitude during the mid-sixties and early seventies particularly in the area of sexuality and its expression. Mind you I did make some weak attempt to be a weekend hippy and went about sporting an afghan coat for a couple of years. Anyone who has owned an afghan coat will know that they are incredibly warm but, when exposed to a heavy downpour of rain, make one smell rather like a decomposing yak. I also grew my hair and beard long, so much so that my father once remarked, “I don’t know where you start and that coat finishes.” However, what came home to roost as I entered my middle years wasn’t just the fact that I had not indulged in a good bout of free love before I settled down, oh no it was much more complex than that. In 2013, Naomi had her near-death experience at Bob Smithy’s crossroads; in the period of my life I mused upon that afternoon, I too came to a dangerous crossroad in my life. I experienced, to some extent at least, the death of the person I thought I was and, on a psychological/spiritual level, it felt just as dangerous and out of control as getting your foot stuck in an unyielding cleat!